update.

Well my little Payton turned one yesterday. We had her party on Saturday and had fun. Sams birthday is in 3 weeks or so and shell be 3 years old. She is in dance class now and loves it.

These are the pictures that I got of Miss Payton. Such a dollbaby. err Dollgirl LOL. I love you Miss Payton and you have made my life so bright from the day you were born.

She also has her first tooth, too.

Now onto other matters. We are just having it rough now. Money issues are just so burdensome. Trying to remain optimistic and everything, but sometimes I just want to crawl into a hole and stay. I have been trying to get a job, but they all want experience. How can I get experience if I can't get a job?!? Oh well.  All this stress is taking its toll on me. I am also feeling stuck. Lonely and sometimes miserable with the same thing everyday. Lack of a support system and girlfriends to go out and just relax with and talk makes it where I feel alone. This also brings up other issues and decisions I feel like its looming over my head. To do or not to do?! Will I be better off and happier?! Keeps me up most nights. Im agitated and always feel terrible. Oh well, life goes on and I will get over everything and anything~ I have in the past. Ill keep pushing forward and hope for the best, since that is all I can do. :) Hope everyone is staying cool this summer and getting geared up for the school season!! :)